Some one shared this with me and although the situation is not as harsh as what she has to deal with the feelings are the same.


http://www.wrecked.org/a-hot-mess/confessions-of-a-missionary/

I heard recently this quote. "The more I grow older, the less I feel I know. The more  I walk with God the less I feel I know about Him and what He will do. " and I have to add, the more I walk with God the more wretched and sinful I feel but so thankful for His grace and mercy that has allowed me here.